It was a long weekend here... Something about National Hero's Day or something...I kinda think this whole holiday is a load of BS. I mean why did they have to get rid of one of my favorite holidays (Queen's Birthday). I mean at least then I would have something to do and plus it's the holiday before we take our exams I mean i have a chance to take a minute for myself. Oh well, I think they just want to push independence a little more because they got shot down the first time. Oh well....

Anyways, I'm not mad for once. It's surprising i know but, I'm not too happy yet. I have this vein in my forehead that puffs up when I'm stressed out and for some reason no matter what i do I can't get it to go down. My doctor says not to stress out about it because it'll only get worse. Oh! but, it got worse! The hair in my eyebrow fell out i was so pissed!!!

See I'm happy!!! SEE!!!! I'm not STRESSED out AT ALL!!!!!!

(I'm sure this is like my punishment for laughing at and 's pms)

I'm so done.


One of these days...one of these days everyone's gonna know me and everyone's gonna see what happens when you cross me (No I'm not gonna kill anyone (yet))

I'm sick of people asking me if I'm gay, calling me gay and talking about me behind my back. Damnit, why can't people just leave me alone. Sure I may be a little girly but damn I can't take it anymore!!!!!!!!!!!!! My parents are even buying into the rumours. they keep telling me that if i was gay they wouldn't pay for me to go to university. So, today just because i like to be a manipulating spiteful bastard I told my parents that I won't tell them my sexuality till I was well out of school and they didn't like it I played them well. They think I know something they don't. Somehow, I think that this is the way that it should be. My parents fear me (I'm gonna kill 'em they're just afraid of where their money is going). Looks like next summer is gonna be a blast already. Interesting developments.

This will be an interesting weekend... There's a new holiday coming up and I really need a break to just be...Shin(If you know what I mean). I mean sure relaxing at home will probably be all that'll happen I still need that time to breathe. There's too much stress in my life. I dropped 10 pounds I'm so pissed!! I was underweight before, now it's just getting ridiculous. Oh well, another day in the life of a forgotten genius.

Wow, it's been a while since I've used one of these... Oh, well...

School sucks. FULL STOP! The teacher are crap especially one who will remain nameless for now. She such a....

Oh well. I'm kinda looking for clothes that fit me on the internet. Of course I'm having no luck what so ever because even though I know exactly what sizes I wear. I mean honestly, I'm super skinny and I wear the least common extended size in pants because I'm just that skinny. I think I may have to buy my clothes from japan... Well, I guess it wouldn't have to be Japan specifically I just like Japan. Well, I guess I can buy stuff from shops like Zummies and Aeropostale but, that's about it. I mean I can get shirt from there but nothing else really. They tend to have more skinny jeans and stuff. Anyone know any good shops based in Japan that have online shops? I mean it would be a huge help to me. I feel so styleless.


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